Full Throttle

Okay so the time has come, school if finally over and now its time to go overtime with the music. No distractions or anything to slow me down. Im making a promise to myself that by the time I start my senior year which is in about two months, I will be on top of my game. Its time for me to get it in even more than what I already have. Im trying to start over basically. People always say that if you love something let it go and if it comes back then its back to stay. Sometimes you have to put other things on the line in order to gain more than what you started out with. Thats comepletely fine with me. At the moment, even though school is out Im still going to have the multitask this summer. I think people call this "hustlin'" yea I think I got that right. Right now Im more focused than ever because its make it or break. You get tired of people telling you that your not apart of their operation or whatever their trying to do. Im at the point to where I say that I dont care what your trying to do and I dont want to be apart of it. Im tired of being the outcast of everything. So if it has to be me against everything else then lets get mann. Just yesterday I was writing in my journal...not a song just random thoughts...and I was saying that we as people get so tied up in materialistic things and being perfect that you miss the complete value of life. And we're too busy talking down and disrespecting other people that we seem to overlook our own flaws. But I feel like, since when did you become perfect. And I despise how people talk bad about someone but when they have something that you want you pretend to be cool with them just to get what you want. That is so foul. How about you take the time out of your day to understand that you are not being real. All I can say is that sadly we cant choose how people act and therefore they do as they please or how they see others do. I just so happen to be a victim of it the only thing that I can do is deal with it until Im 18 lol. Then all of you that have given me a hard time will be demolished.

Big Ups to my ppl and much love to my haters
-Knyce

State of Mind

Im so hungry for the fame...at the moment its not completely about the money. Its at the point where I just want you to know my name and what I represent as a lyricist. Sometimes I find myself dreaming about all of the things that I want to accomplish. I have to understand that nobody will have your back when you are trying to achieve your dreams. If you cant do it on your own without someone being behind you then its time to grow up and take it by storm on your own. Im at the point to where if my personality changes and doesnt please everybody then whatever. I was told today that if I dont care about myself then Im not going to make it far. That is the truth and for that matter I will say that Kiarra no longer exist. I am a person that will not take any BS (tryna keep it G rated). I dont live enough for myself because Im too busy trying to be somebody that Im not. For all the people who feel the need to down play me and you dont even know me...Dont even trip because honestly it took a minute for me to know myself. I know your unable to tell but I just took a minute and stared at the screen for about five minutes straight thinking about alot at one time and still dont know exactly what it is. (I hope that made sense). Im at that point to where I dont care about how you feel about me. On the foreal tip, I could care less. Losing is not an option for me because what else do I have. In case your confused Im not only talking about music, Im talking about my education as well. I want so bad for every word that comes out of a haters mouth to go right back where it came from. Im not doing it for you, your momma, your cousin, your homegirl, your son, your boyfriend/girlfriend. Im doing it for me. Whether or not you want to follow my lead is on you because you either roll or get rolled over plain and simple. Either way it go, Im going to be somebody just because I choose not to have any other options. Yes Im human and the greatest have to suffer sometimes but understand its momentary I will grow out of it and never turn back to face it again. Until then, hate me more. In every blog that you read from Knyce it says that its me against the world. Now I say forget the world.(not exactly whats going through my head). Honestly revenge is best served as a cold dish and suckerz will get served better know this. You may have heard people say to be careful what you ask for because you just may get it. No longer trying to be perfect...Im going to be me with a little more honesty then some may want but guess what, at the moment IDC. Other than that keep talking and plotting or whatever it is you do. Association brings Similation. So if your around a hater then you become a hater. With that being said, every hater that is ASSOCIATED with me, your line is now disconnected. Keep it moving because once again I dont have time for BS. As a closing tonight I want you to do one favor for me and listen to the lyrics to this track snitch...

Another Weekend to Get It In

Another week is complete making it eight more days until school is out. In a way im excited and then again I know the first day of break Im going to miss it. Today I was so exhausted but I did my thing. With no room for error its time to over do it. I have to get it in all the way with no mistakes being made. Im not saying it is impossible, Im just saying that it takes lots of focus. The other night I finally got the dos of reality that I needed. I always say that music is all I have and never really understood how true it is. Yes Im still going to college which relies on grants and scholarships and once the gualla starts rolling in then I am able to pay college tuition with that. Basically its me against the world. Music will get me into college along with the scholarships and grants. Music will get me my own stuff, my cars, clothes, home. Let me give you some food for thought: Have you ever had to rely completely on yourself for everything you ever wanted. All I can say is get it in by any means. Put in overtime and do whatever you can to get on top. But through it all dont forget to make yourself happy in the process of making everyone else proud. One thing that has to always be remembered is that this journey is just beginning and is nowhere near the end so you may as well stick it out and make the best of it. So tonight before you go to sleep, i want you to find a mirror, look in it, and tell yourself that you are your own competition. There is nobody greater than myself...Case Closed
-Knyce

So Get This...

You know how you always have those certain people that try to rain on your parade everytime you say something. In your head your thinking, why are you hating because I wasnt talking to you. They are steady trying to put you down and prove you wrong. Or maybe you deal with those people that are your "Friends" but are really on a shady mission. Listen its not worth my time because whether you know it or not Im the reason why you are where you are. Don't underestimate me and take my kindness for granted because it can switch really fast. Everybody who deals with these type of situations on a daily understand that there is only so much that you can take before you turn into a couple of peoples worst nightmare. In a calm and peaceful way, Im going to let you know that its not what you want from me. Im on a mission and if you are willing to put your well being in danger to try to stop me, your in for a rude awakening. I've always been the one to bite my tongue and take everything by storm but now its like, I have something to say and everbody the I listened will stop and listen to me. I think I've said it once before that everything thats in my head even if I dont say it, is ran back in my music. So if you hear me shout you out one or two times in a song, listen closely because its dedicated to you. I have alot on my plate for my SENIOR year in high school but hey if Im doing it on my own then watch me clean it. This summer my goal is to start pulling in that gualla because senior dues are not cheap. Hey gotta get it how you live right. May not go on the Senior trip but Im getting everything else...last year in high school so I have to live it up. Once again, do not take me being honest as an offensive gesture. Its just the epitome of my soul. My thought for the day: Get It By Any Means!

-Knyce

The Struggle of a Female Rapper

Ok let me take a breath for a minute. Its been said that men dominate the rap game...I have something to say about that. I am a lyricist that is slowly turning into a cold blooded lyricist. The higher I get up in the game...the better I get. Everytime I look in the mirror I see a star and the New Boyz said it best; if you have something to say, please step up. For every beat that my heart makes, its a hott line that is coming together in my head and all its going to do is hurt the feelings of a rapper that feel like they are the best. Please dont take this as me being arrogant or cocky but lets take a minute and analyze the situation. No female rapper has came out at the age of sixteen and spit lyrics as sick as mine. The fact that it may be easier for some people just makes me work harder. Im stronger than many people that you know and my daily life is not the same as yours. My destiny rests in my hands and I refuse to lose. Im just getting started and my journey is a little rocky. I have come to realize that hard situations only get easier with time. But listen homeboy I aint never scared LOL. What many fail to understand is that you can say what you want to say and think what you want to think but it never changes the fact of whats real. Knyce is real. I am who you wanna be. Thats fine, now all you have to do is admit it and stop being in denial. It was one of greatest that said "if you aint walked a mile in my shoes, and you aint lived a day in my life, you aint survived the stuff I done survived, you aint had to deal with the stuff I had to deal with, you cant judge me patna." This is real talk because regardless of what you assume about me...you will never be able to understand me and if you do then we have to be blood lol. Earlier today I had someone staring at me...when I looked back at them and asked why they were staring at me, they said they were trying to figure me out lol. I was like WOW! I have never had anybody reply with that. The only thing I could say was Good Luck :). With what I have in me (determination, strength, and a little bit of anger). I will, regardless of who "dominates" the game spit fire harder than any female and some males that you have ever heard spit and after every word I will say get like me. With determination frozen in my blood Ima let you know that there is no struggle for a female rapper, only hard work.

The ONE and ONLY
-KNYCE-

Take 3

Okay I have started this blog over three times. I have a couple of questions that I want to know. WARNING; These do not contain information that is by experience. Now that we got that out of the way...

Question 1: Do you think it is ok for a guy/or girl that you just happen to be talking to, starts texting your best friend?
Knyce's Thought: Absolutly NOT. That is totally overstepping your bounderies. Im sorry but I do not trust many people and if we are talking and I find out that you are conversing with my "friend" on the low then we have a problem. I will be the first to let you know that Knyce comes second to none so please don't get it twisted OK!

Question 2: Well since we eighteen and in love, we should get each others name tatted on arms right?
Knyce's Thought: Dude what are you smoking. No way will I get your name tatted on me if I don't know for sure that you and I are going to be togeter for the rest of our lives. I think you should at least wait until we are like a few years into our Marriage. Get it right, Ill get my own name I don't know about you lol.

Question 3:Since you start rolling around with your so called friends, you haven't had any time for me. Why you don't call me or text me and tell me where you at?
Knyce's Thought: Stop. Step Back. Look this person up and down. Im sorry, who died and made you king/queen. Last time I checked, it was free country so how about we keep it that way and you kill that noise. Don't ever step to me like that, have you lost your mind.

Question 4: Scenario; Im in the bed with my eyes closed...the question is (from someone else)... Aye Knyce, you sleep?
Knyce's Thought: Naw Im not sleep Im just playing dead lol. What you think man, does it look like Im sleep. Look all Im trying to say is if you see my eyes closed then please do not come asking me if Im asleep. If I look like Im sleep and I dont look up at you when you walk in the room then I AM SLEEP.

Lol Knyce is signing off 1!

No Time To Relax!

So just when I thought it was safe to chill for a minute...I was wrong. Dont get me wrong I love what I do but this just caught me by surprise. I have more shows lined up and definitely waiting for more to come. This is all building up to the big performance. Right now is the time to be focused. I refuse to lose as one of the first songs that I ever did said. And the more I travel the more vacations I have! NOT, LOl. Also, word is that my video (the one posted on here) is going around the schools fast. Hey what can I say I guess its just me. I dont mean to be conceited so dont take it the wrong way. Then again, take it how you want it. I am officially on Super Star Status. I am absolutely amazing lol there I go being conceited again. Just because I am a star doesn't mean I cant still be on my come up so dont get it twisted you dig! Now its just balancing out music industry and real world. You know I can handle it though. My key note for this week. Stay On the Come Up even when you make it to the top. You cant slack because there is always someone out there ready to take your spot. Don't Fall.
-KNYCE-