Tuesday, May 18, 2010

State of Mind

Im so hungry for the fame...at the moment its not completely about the money. Its at the point where I just want you to know my name and what I represent as a lyricist. Sometimes I find myself dreaming about all of the things that I want to accomplish. I have to understand that nobody will have your back when you are trying to achieve your dreams. If you cant do it on your own without someone being behind you then its time to grow up and take it by storm on your own. Im at the point to where if my personality changes and doesnt please everybody then whatever. I was told today that if I dont care about myself then Im not going to make it far. That is the truth and for that matter I will say that Kiarra no longer exist. I am a person that will not take any BS (tryna keep it G rated). I dont live enough for myself because Im too busy trying to be somebody that Im not. For all the people who feel the need to down play me and you dont even know me...Dont even trip because honestly it took a minute for me to know myself. I know your unable to tell but I just took a minute and stared at the screen for about five minutes straight thinking about alot at one time and still dont know exactly what it is. (I hope that made sense). Im at that point to where I dont care about how you feel about me. On the foreal tip, I could care less. Losing is not an option for me because what else do I have. In case your confused Im not only talking about music, Im talking about my education as well. I want so bad for every word that comes out of a haters mouth to go right back where it came from. Im not doing it for you, your momma, your cousin, your homegirl, your son, your boyfriend/girlfriend. Im doing it for me. Whether or not you want to follow my lead is on you because you either roll or get rolled over plain and simple. Either way it go, Im going to be somebody just because I choose not to have any other options. Yes Im human and the greatest have to suffer sometimes but understand its momentary I will grow out of it and never turn back to face it again. Until then, hate me more. In every blog that you read from Knyce it says that its me against the world. Now I say forget the world.(not exactly whats going through my head). Honestly revenge is best served as a cold dish and suckerz will get served better know this. You may have heard people say to be careful what you ask for because you just may get it. No longer trying to be perfect...Im going to be me with a little more honesty then some may want but guess what, at the moment IDC. Other than that keep talking and plotting or whatever it is you do. Association brings Similation. So if your around a hater then you become a hater. With that being said, every hater that is ASSOCIATED with me, your line is now disconnected. Keep it moving because once again I dont have time for BS. As a closing tonight I want you to do one favor for me and listen to the lyrics to this track snitch...

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